When love vanishes but still lingers

It is the smell of breath I'd want to preserve; the breath of your existence I would not want to let go.

But some things are just meant to happen. Controlling Earth's revolution is unimaginable; changing fate and destiny is absolute insanity. I have striven my very hardest to not let them devour all of me; but sometimes, I just couldn't help but give up-- opening a new path for them to take over my words and actions.

A human person is comprised of the unification of a body and soul; an inseparable ones I've forgotten to reunite. If that was to define my deepest love, I'd forever abandon the thought. I hope you know I have been fighting for the struggle; I've been the weakling-- the Trying Hard who always brings you up even if I couldn't carry things myself; the Proud who never wants to be the last but have always put you first; the Glutton who could be full just by seeing you eating; the Honest who would lie just to make things comfortable for you; the Spoiled Brat who wants everything but wants less when I'm with you; the Afraid who would be a martyr even if you wouldn't like her to be one; the Impatient who would learn patience for us to stay together. But still, the human person is just human.

I've entered the needle's hole innumerable times; the times when you were not even able to notice my existence; the times when you were away; the times when I just wanted to see with you, and when all I wanted was to be with you.

In silencio, I've kept my feelings. Still, in silencio, I'll wait.
I love you for who you are; I still and I always will.